Should I be excited, scared, anxious?
I've got 4 weeks left of my university course and then, all going well I graduate with my teaching degree.
It's only taken me 10 years. WOW!
Yes, worth a few fireworks! :)
I am scared...... scared of failing, which is something I know we all have to deal with at different times.
For me this has been a huge stumbling block in my life. I think when I gave it all up, I'd figured I couldn't do it - not because I couldn't. Yes, there have been some tough moments - but it's doable, but more because I was scared.
I've realised lately while I've had so many other things going on in my life that I'm one of those people who doesn't get scared often - but when I do it has an almost paralyzing effect on me. I freak and become incapable of making a decision or just move on. It's the most bizarre thing for me to realise and have to deal with - because I've never really been a person who gets scared of much.
Staying at home by myself has never worried me. Swimming out in the ocean doesn't frighten me, I happen to love the dark, will happily drive across country by myself.
I've come across many people who actually don't like doing some of those things and I've often struggled to understand that kind of fear.
So, here I am. A new season approaching. Some massive changes, and I refuse to get scared.
Watch out world, here I come!