I find myself doing things that I shouldn't.
Thinking thoughts that should never even enter my mind.
And I know that it's because I'm not spending enough time in the word, and yet... I feel like I've fallen so far short from where I should be that I don't know how to begin climbing back up.
How did I allow myself to fall into the traps that were laid out before me, and not see the truth?
I know that we all fall short, and that there is forgiveness. I know that when I hear the words muttered in my head that I don't deserve it that they are just lies.....
But finding the strength to scream out that I have been given the authority from Christ to trample on scorpions and snakes feels like such an effort.